What is true repentance? I remember asking Jesus into my heart several
times as a youngster. I thought every
time you were bad you had to repent since you would likely lose your salvation
otherwise. It was the most frustrating
endeavor. Every time I sinned, I would
surely not be forgiven if I happened to die before repenting. It all had to do with me and my quick
response to asking forgiveness. Maybe
this is an extreme, but still, this is what I believed back then.
When I was 15 years old, I was
involved in a serious car accident. I
was quite backslidden at the time and into the hippy and drug scene. My head hit the windshield, and I was very
scared when I couldn’t wake up, and I felt my life slipping away. My life flashed before me. I didn’t know if I was going to heaven, and I
was afraid I was slipping into hell. But
even so, after I awoke, screaming, and in the midst of the wreck, I still did
not change. I repented, but my heart did
not change. It wouldn’t be until I went to Bible School three years later that
I would understand true repentance from the heart, which was marked by a godly
sorrow from my sin and deliverance from my sinful life. This was followed by a rapturous joy of being
set free from it.
My question today is this: Should Christians keep repenting even after
they’re saved? What a silly question to ask, right? Most people will say, “Yes,
of course. We are sinners, aren’t we?” Well, what does the Bible say?
My theological background tells me
that once I’ve turned away from sin (literally the meaning of repentance – to turn
away from sin), I am become a new creation in Christ. Then I’m supposed to walk in newness of life
and not according to my former sinful nature and even religious, yes, religious,
and self-directed ways. My religious ways
would also include my idea of what makes me a good person, not what God says
makes me a good and righteous person.
1Cor 6:9
Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not
deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate,
nor abusers of themselves with mankind,
1Cor 6:10
Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners,
shall inherit the kingdom of God.
1Cor
6:11 And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified,
but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our
God.
So, the first thing that needs to be
established is that God no longer considers us habitual sinners unaware of our sinful state. We are now His blood-bought beloved children!
He has started us off brand new and fresh, washed and clean, sanctified and
justified, as it says in verse 11.
2
Cor 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new
creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
This
is the life-changing “born again” experience for every believer. And in the next verse, we definitely see that
God wants us to move on from our initial repentance:
Heb 6:1 Therefore leaving
the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not
laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward
God,
We shouldn’t look for problems or try
to figure out our sins, because we don’t know. Only God knows our hearts. David prayed:
Psa 139:23 Search me, O
God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
Psa 139:24 And see if there
be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
We are not to be reminded of our sins
either, and go over them again and again. After all, God doesn’t!
Isa 43:25 I, even I,
am he that blotteth out thy transgressions for mine own sake, and will
not remember thy sins.
Psa
103:12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed
our transgressions from us.
I believe true repentance is when we
are convicted by the Holy Spirit, and we respond with a contrite and repentant
heart. This is what happened to me at
Bible School. I became undone by the beautiful
and sweet and loving presence of God. Repentance wasn’t something I had to
think about. It just happened in
response to the Lord. It was life
changing and powerful.
I love these verses, which I think
explain well what true repentance means:
Psa 34:18 The LORD is
nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.
Psa 51:17 The
sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou
wilt not despise.
Isa
57:15 For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity,
whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him
also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of
the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.
A person with a contrite heart is one
with a repentant one; there’s a godly sorrow for sinning against a holy and
loving Father. We need to be quick to see and admit our errors and keep short
accounts with others and God. But trying
to figure out our wrongs seems ill advised, and a fruitless endeavor. God doesn’t want us going around guilt ridden
with our heads hanging low. He wants us
to live that fruitful, abundant and joy-filled life that He promised us. And He will be faithful to grow us and
discipline us when needed in His own perfect time and way.